Wednesday, September 3, 2008
hate
many ppl think tt i enjoy the nyte, i love the nyte...esp nyte life...w/o it i will die..
2 b honest, i hate it...it made me even more bored n worthless...in the nyte i behave in a totall diff way...sometym i reali wonder if i haf spilt personality...
i'm feeling down... the places where i work gif mi tons of prob...the gals hate mi n they tok bad things abt mi...so r the customers...i reali bery pissed off liao...
i admit my behavior n attitude r misleading to an extent...but i nt desperate...i noe how ppl look at mi, i merely ignore doesnt means i'm ignorance...i noe the consequences of my act, therefore i wont blame how ppl think n view mi...i do wat i wann, if any1 doesnt lkys it jus piss off lahx...
i noe ppl r making fool of mi, i noe wad ppl wants from mi...i noe who they are, i noe wat they hiding...esp guys, i haf enuff of those sweet talks and sex stuff...i reali hate it...i act blur doesnt means i'm "easy", i jus dun1 to make it awkward...
most irritating, y ppl keep saying that i make them feel lky i have fallen in love with them??? omg...wad i did sia?? dun assume n think tt way, i haf no intention of involving in a bgr now...i hate bgr...
hate myself fer being these ways...hate it...reali hate it...
most impt i hate to b 4gotten..
我依然爱恋着天空
