Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Marriage
I dont understand how can a person change 180 degree & I dont believe that I could make someone to change so much.
A few mths ago, we're discussing abt it & u claimed that u wont b tied down by it. As it will b a burden to u, in addition, u're kinda traditional type of guy who wants to start planning it when u get married.
However, that morn, u told me tat u will get marry if this happened accidentally. I was shocked n suprised by ur statement, but I wasn't feeling happy at all. I was having fear, I'm afraid to get marry; I'm having phobia. I can't imagine myself getting marry with you; I don't think that we will get marry.
Do I really love you or I'm just used to have you by my side??
Marriage?? Yes, I thought of it but when I heard this from you, my reaction and feeling was totally off from what i expected. Mayb u aren't the guy who can assure me, to an extent, u are too weak... ... U aren't strong enough for me to rely on...
我依然爱恋着天空
